this feel

you know what I feel?
you know how much I love you?
do you know it all?
I don't think so ..

because you don't love me ..
because you don't care about me ..

maybe, don't you think I'm there in your life ..
maybe, I'm not worth your life ..
and I was a nobody in your self ..

all this time, I can only hope ..
hoping to uncertainty ..


i want, you care about what happens to me..

Justin Bieber - That Should Be Me

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreadin' 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you did with me
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn't

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me, That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me
That should be me

You said you needed a little time from my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're taking him where we used to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working cause you know

That that should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong I can't go on
'Till you believe
That should be me

I need to know should I fight for love
Or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
This pain is my heart

Ooh Ooh

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me

Holding your hand
That should be me
The one making you laugh (oh baby oh)
That should be me

That should be me
Giving you flowers
That should be me
Talking for hours
That should be me (that should be me)
That should be me

That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
I never shoulda let you go
That should be me

Melangkah mantap di kls 9 !

HeY blog..
Hri ini i'm back to school again.. hahhaha.. dr sekian lama liburan akhirny msuk jga.. huffttt~
ad perasaan sneng ma sdih jga sichhh... Seneng nya w dpt kls 9c ma ktmu tmn2 lgi.. sdihny, gk bsa bngun siang.. :(
ok, w d 9c brng ma Chel, Sari, ma ANgel... :D
trus kls ngurut dr kls 7 nich (7a,8b,9c) and sklas ma Chel trus dr kls 7.. :) :) :) (3 thun sob.. mntep kgk tuh?)
wli kls w BU Nila.. mntan guru Geografi w kls 7-8.. :D owh iyh, di kls w ad ank bru jga sobb.. Namany Dave,, w gk tw ank mna.. soalny w gk knal , cma tw muka ny ajh...

hufffttt~ mulai hri ini w hrus siap dng sgala konsekuensi di kls 9.. kls pnentuan lulus ap kgk.. w brharap, w lulus.. (AMINNN)
w gk bsa maen2/ snte2 lgi kyk d kls 7-8.. w hrus pnter2 bgi wktu w..
mngkin kedpnny, w udh mlai d btesin ol nich.. :(
it's ok.. demi nilai w.. I CAN DO IT! :) :)

Holidays

hello all...
Kngn nch nulis2 di Blog.. hehehehe...
skrng w dh liburr nichh.. yeye!! w naek kls 9 loh.. (dng hsil yg lmayan memuaskan)
times to having fun!!

Liburan kli ini bsa di blng pling boring dhh.. cauz w gk kmna2.. :( :(
tp untng nya kamis tnggl 24-06-2010, w ma kel. pergi ke Cilegon.. ikt bkap dines..
hehehe.. di sana cma 3 hri ajh dh.. :(
it's ok.. yg pnting gk d hum ajh dh..

Senin tnggl 28-06-2010, w prgi berenang ma saudara w.. tmptnya gk jauh dr rumh sich..
cma butuh wktu 5 menit ajh.. smpe di sna, tmptnya bersihhh, gede, sepi lgi.. kyk tuh kolam renang pny w.. hahah.

Ok, itu ajh liburan w.. klo ad kbr bru pasti w ksih tw..
bye.. bye.. ^.^

14 Juni 2010

Yey!! i love this day!
Spending the whole day with Chel, Ghie, Phenie, Sarie, ViKki, Angel, Austin, Ndre ke Dufan.. :) gak ad Pierce..

Hari ini tuh bdan w pgel2 smua.. Gra2 kmrn prgi ke Dufan sepuasssnyaa..

Brngkt jam 7.30 am plng jam 10.15 pm.. (WAW!!) (di anter Ortunya Chel)..
Smpe d sana sich kta hrus nunggu loket di bka.. Dari pda bngong kta foto2 deh.. :D (narsis mood on)
abs loket d bka kta lngsng ke area bermain nya..
w sich gk ikt permainan Tornado, Kicir2, flying chair, Hysteria, Poci2, Halilintar..
gk ad nyali cuy!! gara2 pertma kali maen tuh maen kora - kora!!
jadi dh tkud dluan!!

SERU ABISSS.....
plngnya lngsng ke pantai.. kra2 jam 18.30..
di sna jga foto2 sich.. tp gelapp...

ni foto2 ny :
ini pas lgi nunggu loket d bka..

ini pas lgi nunggu wahana istana Boneka


ni lgi naek permainan Kora - Kora

ni lgi mw naek wahana jetkoster mini..

ni abis maen Arum Jeram

Ni lgi maen d Pantai

Bye all.. :)

5 Mei 2010

Kmrn Dia dh pelepasan..
Berarti Dia dh resmi bebas dr SMP... Dan akan melanjutkan hidupnya di SMA..
hufffttttt~

Brarti dh gk ad hrpan lgi dh w ma dia... :( :(
Dia ngelanjutin SMA di PH College.. Yg artinya w dh jarang bsa ktmua Dia lgi... Mungkin bsa, cma di gereja ajh... :( :(

W gk tw hrus sneng aph sedih..
Klo sedih sich jelas, w kehilngna dia buat slama2 nya...
Klo seneng nya, dia dpt 2 pnghargaan skligus.. Yaitu nilai UN tertinggi ma nilai terbaik bidang IPA.. (hebat ya gebetan w) :D :) ehehhehe...


Klo untuk slnjutnya (untk rasa sayang w), w gk tw..
W prcya, klo jodoh gk kemana...
Mungkin (untuk saat ini) dia bkan yg terbaik buat w... Dan juga w bkan terbaik buat dia.. :(

W cma bsa doain yg terbaik buat dia .. Semoga dia sukses, dan dia msih ingt w (ngareppp... :D )

And , I just want to say : Selamat ats prestati yg udh Dia raih, jangan lupain w, I MIS U.. :)


Nb :
* W gk akn lupain dia..
* Akan w ukir nama dia di hati w sampai w gk snggup lgi... :)


I MISS U and I LOVE U.. :)

Seminggu ini

Seminggu ini nothing special.. mungkin lmyan enkk pas tnggal 02- 06-2010..
hri itu W, Rachel, Regina ma Vani prgi ke hum nya Sari buat nntn film...
film yg kta nntn tuh kyk FD #4 ma Coming Soon..

awlnya w dtng ke sklahan cma buat remed b.indoo ma rapat osis yg di mlai jam 10.. tp gk jdi dhh remed b.indo... akhirnya w ma tmn2 w nunggu di ruang BK(sklian ngadem,eheheheh)..
bsen di ruang BK, kta smua nunggu smbil dngrin lgu di drop out di prkiran...
pas jam 10 krang 10 mnit w ke ruang osis... ternyata, rapat di undur jadi jam 11.15..

abs slesai rapat osis kta smua ke hum nya Sari naek mbil nya chel...
smblum ke Hum Sari mampir Indomaret dlu.. bli cmilan..
smpe sono, mkan siang di hum nya Sari pke nasi goreng.. enk cuyy mskan mba nya..

pertmana sich nntn coming soon.. tp chel gk nntn.. cma mukanya di tutupin pke bntal ajh...
pas w triak krna kget, w triak di kuping chel... ahhahahahha...... otomatis chel jga ikt teriak.. tp teriakan plin gede.. ahahhahaha... lucu dhh....

abs nntn foto2 gk jlas di daerah hum nya Sari.. :) :D




Ni pas nunggu di prkiran.. :D


Di hum Sari langsung makan nasi goreng.. :)

ni Eghie lgii tegang pas nntn Coming Soon(sklian nyemil makanan).. :D


ni pas nntn FD#4 (ad Bu Tita jg).. :D


Ni pas foto2 di tmn dket hum nya Sari (narsis mood on) ... :)


Ni lgi foto di pinggir jalan, mnjem speda nya adenya Sari.. :D